More still unnamed sci fi story

The creepy boy wasn’t making any sense to me, so I switched the subject,

“You’re bleeding a lot,”

“That I have noticed,”

That topic seemed to be a dead end already. I tried reverting back to my original tactic, “Why am I here?”

“We already covered that,” said the boy, idly picking at a scab on his arm.

“Well, how long am I going to be here?”

“Just a few minutes. Look, it’s getting warmer already.”

“What happens when I leave?”

The boy fixed me with a baleful stare,

“Well aren’t you full of questions . . . stop and smell the roses.”

“There aren’t any,” I pointed out.

“It’s an analogy oh simple minded one,” said the boy sarcastically, spreading both of his skinny, battered arms and circling, “rather like this.”

“Wait . . . you mean this place isn’t real?”

The boy’s eyes widened in mock surprise, “Why yes, that would seem to be what I said . . . did you figure it out all on your own?”

I was about to respond, when a sudden, sharp pain raced through my body, I looked down to see my feet on fire, burning up as the ground heated,

“My feet are burning,” I announced.

“The boy had started walking away, he paused,

“Stings doesn’t it?”

I returned to what I had been saying earlier,

“Wait! If this place isn’t real, why am I still here?”

“That would be because you aren’t,” replied the boy, or more specifically, the boy’s voice. The boy himself had disappeared, as had everything else I could see.

More Story . . . it needs a title

“Why can’t I remember anything?”

“Amnesia?” questioned the boy, for the first time sounding genuinely interested.

“No . . . I know who I am . . . I just can’t remember where I was before this, what I’ve done-”

“Ah,” said the boy, cutting me off, all interest gone, “What you’re experiencing is a c classic personality wipe.”

“But I have a personality.” I retorted, wondering just how sane the boy was.

“Exactly,” replied the boy, not perturbed in the least, “You have the personality they want you to have. They keep the parts of you they like and erase the rest  . . . creating the perfect you. At least in their opinion,” he paused in his explanation, regarding me, “This is all clas C standard procedure I assure you.”

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So this is sci-fi which I don’t really write normally but hey . . . might as well give it a shot in the summer ;)

I’m actually enjoying planning this whole world and reality. fun times are ahead. =D

Nothing happening . . .

so the lack of posting is mainly because my creative outlet seems to have been toyed with . . . all my creative juices have been squeezed into working on my story, leaving little for anything else. I hate how when I’m busy, I always seem to have such great ideas, but the minute I’m free they leave.

Anyhoo, my dream started quite an interesting storyline so I’ll post a bit. Random and creepy and odd but interesting . . . at least to me. Anyhoo:
The thunderstorm above raged on, a protective growling guardian against the lighter things in life I didn’t dare face. The ground beneath my bubbled and swelled, stewing from the heat of a underground volcano. the hiss that sounded when my feet touched the earth signified that my flesh was being burned, but my legs had grown use to the constant pain, the only indication I had of something being wrong was the acrid smell that wafted up to me from below.
The smell reminded me of blood. Of pain. Of battle. The things I was most accustomed to in life. While many people spent their time following their goals, eating, working out and dealing with problems in their life that seemed huge, I had always had the same calling, pain.
To be what I am is pain. You cannot live as I live without every part of your body numbed to it, without your mind’s defenses that protect it from any attack. You cannot be what I am without seeing things that make you want to scream in the darkness and hide in the light. You simply cannot be me.

The boy was still there, watching me, his head still cocked although he had moved his arm back down. Now he just stared, a sardonic grin placed firmly over his thin, cracked lips. I glared at him,
“What is it you want?”
Slowly, the boy raised his arm again, and placed one finger firmly over his lips,
“Sssh.” he murmured, “they’re listening.”

I didn’t bother asking what they were, I merely spoke again,
“What am I doing here?”
“Well if you knew that, you might as well leave.” said the boy softly.
“Where am I?”
“You’ll figure it out . . . people don’t come to this place without a reason.”
He looked up at the sky, noting the clouds,
“It’ll clear up soon.” he said calmly, “The ground gets hot when it’s not raining.”

“It’s pretty hot now.” I said.
“Not really,” said the boy, “Besides . . . it’s all a matter of opinion.”
I glanced at his feet . . . they were charred black and had painful welts all over them.

My Dream Last Night

The boy stood in a puddle of blood and water. There was no way to tell how much of it was the boy’s own and how much was just the rain water which ran dripping down from off his soaked body from the dark, stormy clouds above. There was something odd about the human, like he was a four year old adult. Grown already, yet trapped in an unwanted, unneeded body. The boy stared straight ahead, through black, souless eyes which masked mysteries unknown to most.
Slowly, he raised his right arm up and pointed a curved, bleeding finger straight ahead. His head cocked slowly to the right, his dark eyes following the invisible line his outstreched finger created and he whispered, “That way.”

Caged

You cannot escape it,
You cannot be free
No matter how hard you try
You only can flee
 
You never can win
You never will make it
Sucess’s an illusion
You can’t even take it
 
The power to live
Is as fleeting as joy
The freedom of choice
Is just a decoy
 
Every choice that you make
You couldn’t have changed
Every life that you take
Never could be exchanged
 
Though you wish you were free
Inside you do know
That you’ll always be trapped
In this life here below

The Unknown

Gathering mist and gathering night
Darkening clouds and darkening light
What lies hidden in the distance
Darkened by unknown resistance

War is coming, that I know
Where to find it, isn’t though
Battle cries are near at hand
Soon we all will make a stand

We cannot see what is not written
We cannot slay what is not smitten
Make no plans, you cannot feel
What is lies and what is real

War is coming, that I know
I fear it comes far too slow
Choices are made with knowledge naught
People killed, without a thought

Gathering mist and gathering night
Darkening clouds and darkening light
What lies hidden in the distance
Darkened by unknown resistance

I do not know what happens next
My future holds what my past reflects

Tombstone

My apologizes for no posts for two months.

End of the year school is bad, and I was away in England.

I’m back now though, with a light school load and hopefully a lot of writing in my summer!

Here’s a poem I wrote on the plane ride back from London:

Forgotten marker of a life,

Worn with age, marked with strife,

What tale lies hidden underneath?

Who’s love was shown here by this wreath?

70 years of living, here,

Are preserved now like a mirror,

In which we gaze into your past

And find out when you breathed your last

Your whole life summed up in three letters,

“Here in lies,” the words like fetters

Bind your tale, trap your being

I can only guess now, what you’ve seen.

Forgotten marker of a life,

worn with age, marked with strife,

What tale lies hidden underneath?

What body trapped here, in this sheath?

Condemned

The flickering light

Which betrays my trust

It darkens the room

It seems unjust

The candle that burns
With the wax that keeps dripping
Signals the end
Of my life, which is slipping

The guard keeps on waiting
Right outside my cell
Regarding the candle
Like the toll from a bell

At the last beam of light
He’ll march through the door
And lead me away
I’ll come back no more

So I sit here in silence
The end is so near
The light keeps on dimming
The time’s almost here

The darkness condemns me

No more will I tread

Past trees, streams or rivers

They’re cutting my thread

This darkened room fills me with doubt

And suddenly the light goes out

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I like the basic idea but man it’s put together really oddly . . . that’s what you get for writing poetry during classes.

I might try to redo this when I have some spare time.

Dragon-wake

A hasty poem scrabbled together during some standardized testing. It’s for a class I have. Let’s hope I get above a C for it.

Shining scales of golden hue


Sparkling like the morning dew


Claws that rake and rip and tear


They can uncover any lair


Beating wings with rhythm fly


Their flying drowns out any cry


Smoke which billows from your nose


Steamy clouds that slowly blows


Bright light flames leap from your tongue


Flickering fires have always sprung


Your beady eyes shine bright with greed


Your endless desire, they wish to feed

Slow flow

Not many, if any, poems will be posted this week as I’m at projects aprox. 12 hours a day this week and have all my other free time devoted to school (uck!) but hopefully the next few poems will be good.

I have some new ideas and, of course, Hunter has some progress to do. ;)